Thursday, March 31, 2011

I hate cake. Rainbows are an illusion. I am not crazy.

This is an excerpt from an email I wrote today. I think it adequately defines why I am still single. And the chorus says "Amen."

Me? Insecure? Sure. Observant? Yes. Analytical? Absolutely. But as for the insecure part...we all are to some degree. Even you are. You have reasons to be and so do I. Do I think you owe it to me to fix my insecurities? Nope. But I sure do think you owe it to me to be honest about who you are. I won't like you unless you do...and one thing I know for sure For Sure FOR SURE is that when my instincts are telling me something, I will wreck everything to honor them and not once in my entire life have they ever Ever EVER been wrong. The fucked up part is that by the time caution is thrown to the wind and someone is ready to show me who they really are, they have usually accused me of being insecure or crazy often enough that I stop giving a flying shit about knowing who they are. My instincts are not wrong. Ever.

and the line to date me starts on the left.

1 comment:

  1. thank you over and over times infinity
    for being you....

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